Saturday, March 8, 2014
Friday, March 7, 2014
This is EXACTLY how it happens every month.
I’m moving on with my life… I don’t feel lie I should be stuck on you so much…
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
"Breaking up doesn’t necessarily mean that you stopped loving someone. It’s realizing and acknowledging that the relationship is deficient and more time is spent arguing than loving."
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Monday, February 10, 2014
I dont KNOW anymore.
I really don’t know what more I can say. I feel like I am this broken girl in a relationship. I catch myself asking myslef… why are you even in a reationship if THIS is what you feel. Cause, I used to love you with all of me. I really wanted to know and be with all of you. And now? What else is there to see anymore. I’ve seen it all, it can’t get better or any worst than this. I feel so broken in the way I see you and us now. Like the innocent loving me died, deep inside she shriveled up. You’ll never understand how I feel stuck in this whirlpool with you. Just understand that I’m not the same anymore. And that means my love for you has changed. Just like your taste as you grow up, you grow out of the same old fake sweet fatty and misleading things that you thought were good for you. Until you realized that it isn’t good for you at all.
Addicted behavior is hard to get past. But what is worst, is realizing you are addicted and you can’t stop.
Thursday, February 6, 2014
I never realized this but I’ve always had some sort of passion for make up and dressing up\fashion. Now I am not your average girly girl nor do I really look like one. The usual me would always be in sweats or really casual t shirt and jeans. I believe I really struggle to pull off makeup and even clothes as I don’t have a nice toned or skinny body. I also have very comedogenic skin so it’s hard to get rid of the “crusty look” when adding makeup. I guess I don’t have the best self confidence, and I never really thought I had a passion for anything. I kind of see myself as boring and uninteresting. Now I’ve always liked this kind of stuff but why didn’t I just dress up and buy all of great makeup products/ beauty products?
Money. I was raised in a household where money was not something you can spend lavishly.My mothers motto EVERYTIME we went to the mall or a shopping center was “buy it if it’s pretty and cheap”. So you could imagine how limited my resources were. I almost never bought anything because I thought that it would be too expensive. Anything above 10$ was a lot for a single shirt. Anyway, after following numerous makeup and fashion blogs I’ve decided to start blogging make up and fashion stuff that I’ve come across. Now I don’t ever have that much time but when I do i would like to post it up. Here is a makeup piece that I just recently did. I call it twofaced
I hold the poison to my own throat.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Let it gooo~~
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Cuz it’s just that Easy to be replaced.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014